tue posted: Tue 2018-11-06 06:20:42 tags: n/a
Anxiety is literally contagious

deposited refunds to estate and confirmed we'd get final statements on source accts
First Costco fuel-up was not too hectic
Wendy's - why would I buy 6pc nuggets at 1.69 when I can get 4pc at .99 each

As one of my sisters observed to Pastor Pete, as young children one of the big things we wanted/needed from our parents was to feel safe. So here I am, having largely recovered from this childhood where I didn't feel safe and my parents both in no position to make up their shortage of provision of feelings of safety, but still I'm straining to derive a sense of safety through what they were able to leave me.