Picked up mango protein drinks, rolls (still no bolillos, boo), lemon-lime seltzer, and JD chx biscuits on the way home last night. War*malt is far enough out of my way (and crossing 3 lanes to U-turn south on 441, nerve-racking) that I often end up with no ham-egg-chz muffans. Hence the trial of chx biscuits. They are pretty tasty and convenient. They heat faster and pack a little more protein. Jimmy Dean Canadian ham, cracked egg, chz muffin: 12g protein / 220 kcal = .0545 protein index Jimmy Dean So... (...more)

Around 4pm yesterday the foul weather was oppressing me so I took a caffeine pill. Picked up a medium Hutt pizza and mild buffalo chx nuggets. Half of that was satisfying without being overstuffing, which was good because I needed to not be consumed with digestion after the 8:37 invite to pajama party at Chez Cupcake. 200mg caf pill to start the morning, went straight to work on marginal gas, traffic slowed to a crawl due to 2 middle lanes closed on 95 at Atlantic. After Copans I worked my way to the fa... (...more)

The prospective therapist replied, and I re-read the "thumbnail case history" I had written, and it became a pretty emotional moment. I was quite a fixture yesterday. I need to get out of the house and buy food and maybe some stuff to repair the broken flush arm in the commode tank and washers to hopefully repair the drippy shower and and and Maybe I should put pants on first. Or just stay in again. I had to move my car for the lawnmowing, so I checked mail while I was that presentable. The dis... (...more)

I had to review texts to see what exactly was said Monday, because it turned out we were not on the same page w/r/t relationship status. The downside is the mildly uncomfortable position of leaving the ball unreturned on the OKC conversation. It was not going to be a connection, 94% sure that, it's just a principle thing. The upside is - I can put my OKC acct back in mothballs. Perusing the Y!A Singles + Dating section got me thinking long recollections of fiancee #1 and how she fit the abuser profile. ... (...more)

Sent my follow-up message to the prospective therapist after 5pm so I don't expect progress there until Monday. Waiting for the court notification of discharge, already started receiving junk mail targeting new discharges - in this case, an official-looking "notice" that's really just an ad for new car financing with no credit check. Seems legit Not sure when I conked out; woke ~7:30. I dreamed something about being at a graduation party or similar with my 2nd fiancee and her parents, but somehow that m... (...more)